the beautiful

I couldn't quite justify the spelling of beautiful. Probably 'cuz it wouldn't do Brad Pitt justice.       I finally watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. It was definitely more than breathtaking. Actually, it was makeup-ruining. My tears tasted disgusting. Brad Pitt was brilliant. I got pretty distracted each time he got younger. I was in total awe. When he started to look 20, I couldn't bring myself to keep up with the story line. Definitely deserves to be watched a second time. Beyond gorgeous.

( we accept the love we deserve )

I have just come to my slowest and most unforgivable realization.                   I really do treat J like shit.       It took an episode of Grey's Anatomy to lead me to my never ending, silent tears. Good thing J got tired and went to bed early or I nearly wouldn't be as unbiased. Total rude awakening.       I really need to stop taking things for granted. He's given me all I need and yet I keep asking for more...

7 8 9 10 : I LOVE YOU

Arrived 1023. Sense & Sensibility circle. Eloped, fake marriage. Robitussin = purse. "I'm gonna make everything superspecial from now on, promise." It's okay.