( we accept the love we deserve )

I have just come to my slowest and most unforgivable realization.                   I really do treat J like shit.       It took an episode of Grey's Anatomy to lead me to my never ending, silent tears. Good thing J got tired and went to bed early or I nearly wouldn't be as unbiased. Total rude awakening.       I really need to stop taking things for granted. He's given me all I need and yet I keep asking for more...