will you be the way that i remember you

I really miss JB. There's really no reasoning behind it; I just never got my closure and I don't think it's fair! The craziest thing is, from what I remember I wasn't even that happy, but whenever I look back through entries I was sooo beyond in love. I don't believe it. Probably putting on a mask to make things seem good, esp since JB probably read it anyway. Sigh.       This thing with J really isn't working out. It makes me crazy 'cuz I know we're a good match; maybe not as a couple but as people, definitely. I don't know. We're completely different people and have polar opinions about things, but when we're together we're happy. The problem is, we don't know how to get along when we're with other people...       Pointless. I hate being treated like shit.